I have always preferred writing to talking about my emotions.
So right now, I am feeling very anxious. The same best friends are leaving for their home, for their internships abroad or for their mission. I am very happy for them, don't get me wrong, and I am excited for this summer. But I am also scared of change. And although I have done many things by myself--I love the quiet of my room, of my apartment, of my world--there are moments when I am alone where I feel troubled and suffocated by the silence. And I am going to be alone soon.
Dear friends and readers, my closest of friends are leaving so please be patient with me if I seem even more overwhelmingly quiet in a couple weeks. But I will come out to play soon.
(I know what you're thinking, and no, I did not just type "silence" into YouTube. I saw Avalanche City a couple years ago--or was it last summer?--when they opened for Eric Hutchinson. And this song has always stuck with me. It sounded better live, but this is good too.)
I hope you all have a best day.